april 8th was 3 years with my boyfriend <3



I felt a sudden sense of adventure.
The night was slipping into insanity, and I was aware of it.
There was no turning back now, and I loved it.

It's funny how a day goes by and nothing seems to change.
But when you look back, everything seems so different.

it's 2:27am and i'm calling you.
i've been upset all night and you're the only one
who gets it. i know i'm not the greatest person
in the world, and i don't deserve someone as
great as you; but i love you, my best friend.

Love can make the summer fly
or make a night seem like a lifetime

I need the smell of summer
to wake up to the sound of a lawnmower.
Spending everyday with your best friends,
the smell of cholorine in your hair,
thinking that you will find love,
staying up late and sleeping in,
bonfires with friends.
Saying goodbye to drama
because for 3 months, you don't care.

Just because it's not what you expected,
doesn't mean it isn't everything you've
been waiting for all along



We talked about old times,
and it made me smile because
you didn't forget.

I hope that someday, somebody wants to hold you for twenty minutes straight,
and that's all they do. They don't pull away. They don't look at your face.
They don't try to kiss you. All they do is wrap you up in their arms,
without an ounce of selfishness in it.

I close my eyes, inhale, and feel a rush of heat and energy
that takes my breath away. It's the feeling of wanting something
so much that it borders on an actual need, and the power
and urgency of this need overwhelms me.

You want to know what happiness is? It's waking up in the middle of the night for no reason, shifting under the blankets and feeling the heat of the person next to you. You turn around and see them in their most peaceful, innocent, and vulnerable state. They breathe as though the weight of the world lies on anyone’s shoulder but their own. You smile, kiss their face in the gentlest manner so as not to wake them. You turn back around and involuntarily a grin forms on your own face. You feel an arm wrap around your waist, and you know it doesn't get any better than this.

All the years we spent together, I never once regretted the fact that I had chosen him and that he had chosen me as well

love isn't easy, it's damn hard. it makes you go through things that you hoped you never have to. but the marvelous thing about love its that it's always worth it in the end.

I remember friends. I remember the calm night air. I remember electricity soaring, the innocent desire. I remember the disappointment, the substitute. I remember fireworks, the excitement. I remember when that was enough.